Missing him

Another day has past and I am luckily still employeed. (thank you god) I sit and paitently wait for the day that he gets to come home. This is really tough, to be away from someone that you saw everyday for the past 3 years. I received the travel itinerary today, so I am assuming it is official, he will be home on the 11th of May. The day after mothers day. What a wonderful gift. I am super excited to see him. He makes me smile when no one else can. I miss his hugs more than anything else. I get to talk to him more than most people do, but I bet I miss him more than anyone else does too. He is my husband the man that holds my heart in his hands and one of these days i pray god will send him home to me and we can have a family and stuff all under one roof. I know I have become a stonger woman since he left and for that i am very greatful but i do miss him dearly and wish he was home with me and my little man. I love you Bradley... and I miss everything about you.

It has been forever

I have not blogged in so long. My mind has been all over the place the last several months, I haven't even had time to think straight. Brad left for Iraq on Jan 15th and I have been here working and taking care of my little man. There is just so much going on in the world today... worrying about even the very next day can stress you out. I have been going to church trying to keep my head high and make the best of the life that god has given me. I can't believe it's already March. Brad should be home in around 60 days. It honestly gives me something to look forward too. He is my best friend, one that is there for me even being so far away. I couldn't have chosen a more perfect, person to spend my life with. Caleb is starting to really miss him, more everyday. He asks about him and even wants to know when he is coming to see him. Which is sweet because caleb is the type of child that thinks his daddy walks on water and anyone trying to replace that would be SOL. I guess since Brad has been there since he was tiny... he dosen't alienate him from anyone else. He is apart of our little family. I didnt think I would do well with him gone, I thought it would be very difficult for me. So far it has been ok. I have been more stressed but, soon that will all change I guess. No matter what I have a 4yr old angel that i have to keep my head up for. Well... I guess I should get back to work. Just wanted to let everyone know I am still alive. :P