Missing him

Another day has past and I am luckily still employeed. (thank you god) I sit and paitently wait for the day that he gets to come home. This is really tough, to be away from someone that you saw everyday for the past 3 years. I received the travel itinerary today, so I am assuming it is official, he will be home on the 11th of May. The day after mothers day. What a wonderful gift. I am super excited to see him. He makes me smile when no one else can. I miss his hugs more than anything else. I get to talk to him more than most people do, but I bet I miss him more than anyone else does too. He is my husband the man that holds my heart in his hands and one of these days i pray god will send him home to me and we can have a family and stuff all under one roof. I know I have become a stonger woman since he left and for that i am very greatful but i do miss him dearly and wish he was home with me and my little man. I love you Bradley... and I miss everything about you.

It has been forever

I have not blogged in so long. My mind has been all over the place the last several months, I haven't even had time to think straight. Brad left for Iraq on Jan 15th and I have been here working and taking care of my little man. There is just so much going on in the world today... worrying about even the very next day can stress you out. I have been going to church trying to keep my head high and make the best of the life that god has given me. I can't believe it's already March. Brad should be home in around 60 days. It honestly gives me something to look forward too. He is my best friend, one that is there for me even being so far away. I couldn't have chosen a more perfect, person to spend my life with. Caleb is starting to really miss him, more everyday. He asks about him and even wants to know when he is coming to see him. Which is sweet because caleb is the type of child that thinks his daddy walks on water and anyone trying to replace that would be SOL. I guess since Brad has been there since he was tiny... he dosen't alienate him from anyone else. He is apart of our little family. I didnt think I would do well with him gone, I thought it would be very difficult for me. So far it has been ok. I have been more stressed but, soon that will all change I guess. No matter what I have a 4yr old angel that i have to keep my head up for. Well... I guess I should get back to work. Just wanted to let everyone know I am still alive. :P

Forever

It has been sooo long since I have posted anything.. work has been hectic and i have been so busy. So i gave up on weight watchers... I'm a quitter but I am still trying to lose weight. I am going to a weight dr, but havent started the meds because I have had a severe sinus infection. I can't even tell ya what i have been up too. Ok my sister moved in with us because her and her b/f broke up. I need a well deserved vacation. lol Oh and my ex sang at the grand ole opry in liberty last weekend. He did a real good job. I am proud of him and I am sure my baby is proud of his daddy too. Other than that nothing real exciting... but i do need to make a trip to my mil's soon... It's almost annabelles birthday and I am send her present to her today.... also logan and caleb went and took halloween pics last weekend.. they are both going to be flash , and they look sooo dadgum cute.. I am so excited about Halloween, everyone stay safe and eats lots of candy for me :)Other than that life is the same ole same ole.... I miss ya Jeneice and I will see ya soon... :)

Halloween 2008

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

I am so excited about Halloween. We just got our costumes in the mail the other day. I am going to be Wednesday from the Addams Family... Brad is going to b my pimp....lol and Caleb is going to be FLASH. He is real excited about Halloween this year too. We are going to a Halloween party at Mike and Raeannan's. It should be a REAL good time. The weekend before halloween My MIL wants me to come up to her house to take Caleb to a festival up there... So I will probably b doing that aswel. So many plans soooo little time.. HeHeHe!!! As you can see I have already picked out my favorite pumpkin this year.... lol

After Ike

Ok so we survived Ike.... thank god. I have officially made up my mind I am not staying next time. We went without lights for about 5 days and it was terrible. We tried leaving after the storm and were flooded on a bridge with water rising on both sides of us. I was scared to death. I can't believe the damage this storm has caused for everyone. I also had a tree fall on my car :( but that is minor compared to most damagae that has occured. Things are slowly getting back to normal. Work is tough because of the storm, it has put us all on edge. I am so greatful to have made it out alive and I will heed the warning next time... everyone is evacuating. Ike was a mean one.... Never Again. Now I must get back on track with my weight loss efforts and everything else I am trying to acheive. I thought i would let my fellow bloggers know that I am alive and everything is going to be ok. I pray for those who have lost everything in this storm. May they have the strength to rebuild and move on.

Another about IKE

Ok I am really nervous... the wind has picked up ALOT and the storm isn't even here yet. GEEZ i shouldve just left. I know god will watch over us and we will be ok. But i am really scared. My kid is getting ansy and wonders why I don't want him out of my sight. I just don't know what to expect next and I just really hope everyone is being safe. The lights have already flickered a couple of times I am really dreding the storm actually getting here. The rain hasn't started yet, we have only received tons of wind. My car is outside and I am afraid its in a danger zone... but oh well that is one thing that is replaceable. Althought I did just get it. Ok enough for now. I am really frightened. Lord please watch over all the people that I love. :) Keep them safe from harm.

Hurricane Ike

Ok... so we made the decision to "hunker down" at Raeannan and Mike's. I am getting really nervous at this point. I worry so much about everyone and how they will be during the storm. I just hope everyone stays safe and makes the right decisions. I not only worry about keeping myself safe but more importantly keeping my kiddo safe. Afterall he is my reason for breathing. :) All in all I am nervous and I will just pray for the best. The last thing I have to say is "TAKE A HIKE IKE"